Dreams are hard to follow , but don't let anyone tear them away

Confuse

2010-02-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Your the hardest person to figure out you know , i can never read your mind . I have many doubt in my head right now , sometimes i feel like you change for a better , then another moment i still feel you didn't change at all. i'm just so confuse. I need answers right now , but i don't know how to find out the answer. God , help me please.

Lots of ??? in my head

2009-06-19T18:33:00.000-07:00

This few days i had been wondering , can a liar stop lying and tell the truth after getting used to lying since when the person was young. can they? cause lying is very hurting. i rather have them telling the truth which is hurtful rather then lying and being found out by other ppl and it will be even more hurting. What's so hard about telling the truth? i dunno about you people out there . but i personally felt that it's very hard to lie , and i will feel guilty about it if i lie. truth is something that a person must have in their life. ever heard of the boy who cried wolf? he keep lying until 1 day it will happened. then he end up hurting a lot of ppl and ppl lost trust in him. so what's the point of lying? is it so fun? if he were to tell the truth , nth bad will happened. even if the truth is something bad , people will still like him , trust him and give him another chance , cause everyone do make mistake , i'm no exception. i hope from today onwards , u can be frank to me. just tell me the truth even though it's bad or good. i just want you to be honest with me that's all. trust me , by telling the truth u will feel better and even the truth is bad , i will be able to forgive u as long as u tell the truth alright? i recommend all the people out there who lies since they are young to stop lieing. i know it's hard for you , but i believe u can change as long u are determine to , and have the thinking to change urself. i still believe you can change , have some faith in yourself. try telling the truth starting from now , and believe me , good things will come , you also can't be able to lie throughout your whole life right? you got to change some day. if u wanna change , i think now it's the right time to change for your own good and for everyone who love u , family etc. i bet you family always have doubt in u also cause u lie too much to them until they sometimes find it hard to believe u , so why not from today onwards , stop lying and tell all the truth and given time , i think u can gain back everyone trust including your family. And i'm not scolding or lecturing u guys, i just telling u people how i felt about that and trying to change u into a better person. hope this inspire u people to change after reading this. Do not look back on what u had done in the past , look towards the future my dear.

Missing all my classmate

2009-01-21T19:31:00.000-08:00

I'm missing my secondary life T_T . The happy moments and sad moments that we all been through together as a class. I wonder how you guys are now. I still remember those time when we were joking in class , sleeping in class during lesson , changing clothes in class , gossiping about everything , and always complaining the air con too cold and too hot hahaha. It's been an AWESOME CLASS despite us being noisy all day . I still remember Mr kang always say that he wanted to scold our class for being noisy and not doing our homework , but he just couldn't bring himself to scold our class , cause we are too cute . I totally agree , u guys are really cute and funny . U all made my day happy everyday . I really miss u guys haish. now we all like drifted apart , every1 going to different course and different school. I hope that we can organise a party or something and meet up soon . Thank you to all the teachers that been guiding me. Without you all , i doubt i will pass my Os.

Merry christmas

2008-12-24T08:19:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Bored

2008-12-11T07:19:00.000-08:00

Cousin came over to my house today. We tried playing sims 2 . But we failed , i guess , we 2 just suck in play that game . It's damn difficult to play la. Or maybe cause we 2 are DUMB.After we gave up on sims , my cousin started sleeping to lie on my bed , and he end up sleeping like a log on my bed la . He suppose to come my house and play with me 1 lor , but ended sleeping instead. Sad T_T.

Games

2008-12-05T19:04:00.000-08:00

I think i got addicted in playing online games already hahaha. Sorry if i didn't reply u guys, or reply late on msn. Hahaha. But i think from friday till sunday i will not be playing games la ^_^.
Thursday one NICE person keep bugging me on the phone to go to corn house . Eventually i went hahaha. Went to corn house play audition and tai di. This week is such a boring week for me .

a really good day out to orchard

2008-11-28T08:20:00.000-08:00

oh my god!!!gundus.BEWARE.

goofing around in the bus!!!!!!!!

i am eating ice kachang!!!!!woohoo

i honestly thought today would be one of those ordinary days people have at orchard.watch a movie,go shopping but the three of us had such a wonderful time.Eventhough we did the typical things people do at orchard,we had such a blast.i think it was because fabian's cousin,crystal was full of zest and spunk.i thought she would be like fabian.LAME.but she is so mature.i told her what i was going through and i felt like she really understood.okay back to the outing.fabian and crystal were late to meet me so i went to get the tickets first.we watched 4 christmases.honestly one of the best christmas movies ever.i give it 5 stars out of 5.it was filled with comedy but at the same time touching and romantic.reese witherspoon is an extremely good actress that i can say.okay as i was saying,they were 15 mins late.so when we met,we decided to go shopping at far east plaza,which was according to crystal and fabian,SO FAR.but it was just a 10 min walk.god,are they lazy.but at least crystal did not complain unlike fabian,after 10 steps he was like "i'm so tired already".we went shopping,actually more like crystal went shopping.i showed her around far east as it was kinda her first time there and fabian just tagged along with us.he kept on insisting that the blouses he saw was so nice but in fact they were horrible.but no offence to fabian,at least he tried to help.so thank you fabian.in the end crystal found the perfect shirt but they did not have a new one.DAMN.but after looking around some more,she still could not stop thinking of that blue floral top so she decided to go back with the aim of bargaining.but unfortunately,both fabian and her did not know how to bargain in chinese.they thought i knew mandarin and asked me how to bargain in mandarin but to me mandarin sounds like 'ching chong ching'.anyways,when we arrived at the shop,which had a weird smell,a blend of cinnamon and cigarettes.DISGUSTING!!!she bought that blouse from that weird smelling shop and then we went to get some accessories.she has good taste.she got 3 really pretty bangles which suited her really well.and then we were finally ready to go back to cathay cineleisure.fabian kept forcing us to walk faster cause we were taking our time and talking.i was telling her things about some guy which i just realised is a complete waste of time.okay back to the outing.we finally reached the cinema and luckily we were not late.pheww.the movie was so so so so so so nice.after the movie,we walked to wisma atria and we bumped into crystal's school friends.we went to eat at food republic which was really crowded.i ate ice kachang,what a "nice" meal but i honestly had no appetite.crystal had some kind of noodles and fabian had some fried chicken,i think and rice.well.after dinner,we looked around more at wisma but the shops were closing so crystal was kind of upset.poor girl,wanted to shop but could not.then we decided to go home since most of the shops were closing.when we were leaving wisma,we stopped infront of this bar where this band was playing a daughtry song,can't really remember the title but we decided to listen for awhile.then we noticed this bapok standing in the middle of the crowd that was watching the performance was dancing.he/she was so into the singer of the band which totally ignored her,maybe because he/she was a total freak.he/she danced and moved her/his body in a very slutty way.ewwww.i was so appauled.even,this american man standing next to me was so shocked.he said and i quote,"i did not know singapore had people like that.i thought only in america we had this".we watched for ahwile more and this super duper hot caucasion guy went to stand next to the bapok.he made fun of her/him and said "don't try to act pretty" when he and his friends walked away from that extremely weird person.then we decided to go home.we waited for the bus for so freaking long in the heat.i could die.anyways the bus finally came but it took so long to move just 10 metres.WTH.we dropped near crystal's house and then fabian and i took another bus home.overall,today was so damn fun especially for the bapok we saw but i did not appreciate the blisters i got.

i had so much fun.we have to do it again!!!

oh btw people,i am andrea,fabian's wonderful friend

he is a bum and did not want to blog.

how lazy???

i am so nice to do this for him

peace out and love to all.

Movies

2008-11-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

Today , i went to andrea house to watch movie with 3 of her school classmate. I can't really remember their names haha. But there were fun. Andrea mom went to rent Horror dvd . It's saw 1 , saw 2 and halloween . we spend the whole afternoon watching those 3 dvds . It was fun watching andrea and her friends screaming and covering their face with pillow ^_^. U just imagine a guy screaming , damn gay 1 la. Oops . Hope tmr will be a wonderful day for me.

Bored

2008-11-24T17:31:00.001-08:00

Some how , this few days had been a boring day for me. I haven't been going out with my friends . Actually i'm LAZY to go out . Yesterday , i went for a hair cut. The guy who cut my hair for me , had such a good memory can. Is like , i only been there 1 time before , and yesterday i the first thing i walk inside the shop , he greeted me with a smile ^_^. Soon it was my turn to to had my hair cut. Okay , that guy who gave me that hair cut name was Either Ryan or Bryan , Cause this 2 name the pronunciation sounds the same can. But i guess it was Ryan la. He told me a lot about hair . The best part is , he remember that i came to his shop 2 months ago for a hair cut . Then , i was like WOW , his memory damn good . Actually i think is because the last time i went for a hair cut , i talked to him a lot of stuff , but didn't get his name until yesterday.
Guess what , his only 20 YEARS OLD!!!! which is like , sooooo young. He told me that he was a malaysian , after completing their malaysia exam , which is like singapore O level , he started learning hairstyling because he show no interest in studying but he like hairstyling a lot . In a few years time , i think he will be a popular hair stylist la , his damn nice and all can . Oh ya , GIRLS, his damn cute looking , he look like those korean actor. So if ur interested , u should go to that hair dresser shop , it's beside simei mrt station . Oh ya , his not around on tuesday . Later i'm going to changi to FISH for SHARK or MERMAID!!! i'm kidding about the shark part la , but hopefully , i will catch some fishes , even though i don't eat them .

2008-11-21T21:26:00.001-08:00

hellos...my name is fabian
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